I want to do it but I just can't.
I want to do it but I just won’t let go! This Cenote represented my entire life.
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I could SEE myself taking action and doing things to set myself free or make me happy… I could also feel myself getting what I wanted, And YET when it came down to…. jumping leaping taking the Next Step making a Call telling myself the truth taking responsibility for my *ish letting go of excuses initiating that conversation writing that email letting go of a toxic friendship ending a partnership or simply acting on my TRUTH…. I BAILED.
I would stop and come up with some BUSTED excuse, BLAME somebody, find a distraction, AND create some outlandish illusion about something that MIGHT happen.
In just a few short moments I convinced myself of:
1. being swallowed up by the water
2. not having a way to get out of the cave
3. that one ancient crocodile was going to eat me
4. I was going to have a heart attack upon hitting the water and my daughter...